December Eighteenth
December 18, 2025

Time check: 9:55pm. Okay. Today was our Christmas party, and so many things happened between me and Half. I will literally crash out. I am yearning so badly for Half. Today, somewhere between 8 to 9am, we had our mass for christmas. 67 was mentioned. Before that, Route and I were taking pictures of eachother, and then Half was seen in the frame. She then smiled. By the way, she was behind me. She smiled in the camera and then I put the phone down cause I was blushing. Her friends didnt even know Route and I were taking a picture, so I'm pretty sure Half told them that she wanted to join in the picture cause her friend called me out and said Half wanted to be in the picture. I was blushing real HARD. And then after sometime, her other friend said it too. She called me out and said "Half wanted to take a picture with you". Gosh. Oh my gosh. I'm currently listening to "I wanna be your girlfriend" by girl in red. Literally says her name. Fuck. After mass, we went to our classroom. Nothing much happened but honestly, I could tell she was looking at me most of the time, and I would caught her looking at me. It's so bad. I really need her so bad. Oh, and we had this game called "guess whos the baby" with our classmates. It was my turn, and she somehow got it. She then whispered my full name to her teammates to get it right. She knew it was me, and her friends were teasing her when it revelead that it was me. Oh my gosh. I'll even show the picture.

Literally. Even my friend witnessed it. I did hear them screaming. Gosh I shouldve looked at her reaction. Oh and yesterday(December 17, 2025), I was going to scan my ID to exit the campus, and Half's friendgroup was behind me. I was trying my best to be quick cause I know I wouldve folded. Failed, by the way. She was behind me. I'm pretty sure her friends set her up or she was willing to do that. I then felt somebody touch my shoulder, and I looked to my back to see Half literally behind me, and she was so close to me too. I could see her close up. I looked to my back right? She was there smiling and llooking at me. Holy shit. I genuinely started blushing real hard. So many great things happened today. I'm pretty sure she's a shy girl. Cause, I've noticed that her friends would help her out. Probably her asking them for help. Hahahaha. I'm going crazyyyyyy. Her friend didn't even know Route and I were taking a picture, and somehow they knew. Because she told them. Holy shit. I really want her so bad. I want her as my girlfriend. Just like that girl in red song. I wanna be her girlfriend.