Time check: 8:13pm. Wow guys. It's been a really long time since I've lasted updated in this website. I guess you could say I have been busy, and I mean, really busy. School just got really serious. I hate it. Seriously. But, hey! Atleast I got to meet my friends. Anyway, lots of things happened during October - November. Couldn't really update because of a busy schedule. Gosh, finally. At last I can actually write my feelings now. Anyway, we've got an upcoming sleepover with the Ash Trevino Children (Don't ask why our fg is named that!), and we'll be watching FNAF 2 first though. After that? I'll buy myself a treat. The SQUISHMALLOW ROBIN PLUSHIE! It's so cute too!! And YEAH. Guess what? Batman still hasn't given me my things back. What a jerk. I'll talk to her about it next Tuesday, as we don't have class on Monday. A holiday. To be honest, October was really fun. I got to sleepover with Mowl twice(?) I'm pretty sure. Did also have some terrible moments but I didn't really think much about it. November? Total ass. I liked this girl in Yatter's class, just now realized she's absolutely a big major red flag. Hate that. She's pretty much avoidant too. Another big red flag of hers. I honestly don't know what I saw in her. Probably just her looks. Maybe because she's a foreigner. Scottish, by the way. That was really hectic of a ride though. I'm glad I didn't do anything about it. Phew. Oh yeah, Fiesta was really fun too. We rode the Vikings TWICE. It was awesome. The last day, both Yatter and I watched Insidious(2023), and I will say, that was a pretty cool plot. Wasn't really scary though. We were waiting for that one meme where the guy looked concerned, while there was a red figure behind him. It's all over tiktok reaction comments. Turns out, that was from another Insidious movie. Anyway, it was reallllly fun! I'm glad I got to do a lot of things. Afterall, it is our last year in this school. We'll be in different schools next year. Unfortunately. That's how life really is. Well! Don't think about that just yet. There's still 4 months! 4 months to make my math grade better. Ughh. Horrific. I hate math so much. Last chance is FIW assesment. If I somehow get 75%. I'll finally be free from worries, and I won't have to worry about my grade for math. Gosh. I hope I'll do well. No, I will do well in math. Anyway, I do now like somebody new, and guess what, she's really PRETTY, and I mean SOOOOOOOOOOOO pretty!! It's her birthday today. I greeted her! That was a big step of me. There will be more! As I really do want it to be her. She's so cool too. She's curly haired, super tall, foreigner(india?), wears glasses, soft spoken, interacts with me, and on top of that, she's beautiful! Soooooo beautiful. There was this time, it was fit Wednesday, and it was lunch break. We sat near the canteen where there's chairs and tables everywhere, and a few minutes later, I saw Kitty, and we waved hi to eachother. What's even crazy is that it took her awhile to look away. Even though she was further away from me now, she still waved and looked at me. Oh my gosh. That's really attractive. SO attractive. I really want her. I WANT HER. No. I need her. I #needher. She's a really green flag. I've seen her kid pictures, and wow. She had a really big glowup. How cool it would be to be her girlfriend though. Well, no doubt! She will be my girlfriend. I have been manifesting for her to love me back. To say that it actually is working. I like it. Also, looking back now, I was reading this in view mode, and dang. I was having a hard time reading it. #Dyslexic. It's really rough being dyslexic. Goodluck to future me reading all these though. Anyway, that's all I've got today. Time checl: 8:54pm signing out.