September Sixteenth
September 16, 2025

It's finally intramural days tomorrow. I'm so bored. Time check: 9:51am. I forgot to update. Anyway, not much to say. Route and Yatter are gonna half day. So, they'll be here by lunch. I don't know why, honestly. Okay, I've genuinely been thirsting over this Thai woman named Pam. She's genuinely so beautiful and amazing. Like, WOW. I'm genuinely.. shocked. If I could go to Thailand, I so would. Oh, yeah. I forgot to say this but, yesterday during class, we we're doing some "dream job" for our Social Studies, and my teacher called me to say my dream job. I told them I wanted to be a NASA mission control specialist. They were all shocked and amazed. They went "WOOAAHH". I'm pretty sure I gained aura from that. Lol. Okay, I'm.. I genuinely feel so stupid right now. I've been writing อ instead of จ whenever I write my name. (แจนซ์). It looks like จ whenever I'd write it though. It's just the dot that makes it look like อ. Crap. I know my mistake now. Honestly, I really like how I'm slowly learning Thai. It's a refreshing moment. Beginning in Thai. Intermediate in Swedish. I'm swedish, of course. Also half Thai. And, I'd like to learn more of the languages because I was never really thought about the languages. That's why, I'm learning it myself. I'm genuinely so excited for retreat. I'm gonna be roommates with Route. We're gonna be sleeping in the same room!!! It's the first time ever. And, I'm gonna bring my batman shirt and Marceline shirt. The shirt Marceline gave to Princess Bubblegum. She also has a batman shirt. So, we're gonna be matching. This is classic. I love it. Anyway, bored. I'm so bored. But, I also like this. Slice of life moment that I'm in. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna be getting braces, and my ninong will be the one giving me braces. He gives discounts to me. I'd love to have torquoqese or whatever you spell that, as my braces colour band. Okay, bruh. I was just trying to take a look at her classroom as a joke and, I did not expect to see her pink water bottle. I was just trying to see if she was there, and I highly doubted it because she's sick. Turns out, she's present. Gosh. I kind of wanna see her, though. She looks really beautiful with her black jacket. It genuinely compliments her. Okay, update. Turns out Route and Yatter are gonna be actually absent. Bruh. Oh, I wanna see her so bad now. Fuck this. Time check: 12:49pm. Nevermind. This sucks. I genuinely hate it. I hate her. It's annoying. Why are both Route and Yatter a little too sketchy? What do you mean you were supposed to be half day. Turns out, you guys are actually gonna be absent. That's just pure stupidity and sketchy. And they won't even tell me anything about it. They don't even have any reasoning either. It should be like CER. Claim-Evidence-Reasoning. They lack evidence and reasoning. They only have their claim. I'm improving a lot in my Thai. I can write แจนซ์ without looking at anything. Just my memorization. I remember the meaning too. It's my name. ต่างดาว(yes, I did look at my notes for this, unfortunately). I'm still learning anyhow. I know how to write and type it though. That's the least. Time check: 6:32pm. Just finished ironing my clothes for tomorrow. I'm excited. Just... Not. The. Confrontation. Though. It's definitely gonna be a whole rollercoaster moment. Stressing. Wait, I'm not even sure if it's gonna be tomorrow or the next day. Crap. I'm not even sure if she'll be in school tomorrow. Ugh. Burden. Anyway, I'm genuinely liking the clothes. Violet & Blue. Those fit me a lot. Darker colours compliment my skin more than lighter ones. Seriously, Violet long sleeve(it's the colour of our class shirt, that's why), and then blue for the mass. Ehh. Not complaining. It's really a good colour fit for me. And, black pants, of course. I'll always be a black pants girl. I haven't really been talking much the past few days... and, it's because I was in a 3 days sleepover with Mowl, Sbat, and Ink. They're really chill. Oh, yeah. I also got an alien squishy. I love it. I'm never allowing people to touch it. Key word: PEOPLE. Anyway, I'm pretty sure I said that(?). I don't remember. Seriously, I want fugglers so much. I want theeeeemmmmm. They're so cute. I've got lots that I genuinely want. There's this christmas party in our school so, I'm counting on whoever will get me for the exchange gift. Expect my wishlist to have FUGGLER. Okay, I've got like, two injuries now. On my right hand too. The index finger and the ring finger. I look like a volleyball player who has been injured on the right hand. I will say, the ring finger one hurts more. The index is just, ehh. Not bad. It just sliced the outer layer of my skin. For the ring finger one, though.. I felt my literal bone. That was pure disgust. I was literally having a panic attack. Literally, I've never had a panic attack the past few weeks. Way to go. Ruining the "no-panic-attack" streak.