Time check: 5:15pm. Couldn't really update because I wasn't feeling it. Anyway, today was a really boring day. They didn't do jig 2. Unfortunately. And, on top of that, we did not talk today. It's fine. I asked Yatter if she could ask if Batman could come along with us tomorrow. She said "sure!" or like "yeah!". They were in a call. Yatter was playing table tennis. Route was feeling sleepy and hungry. I was feeling neutral. To be honest, I don't know how I feel right now. I've got this "kind of" feeling that I have a crush on this girl in my class. A temporary one. I don't actually wanna be in a relationship with that girl. Just a temporary distant crush of mine. I'll say, her name in here would be Half. Half is really soft spoken. I remember the time she accidentally hit my shoes and she genuinely went "sorry" and caressed my right forearm and looked at me with a smile. Yesterday, we were playing this culture game of ours for PE. Basically, I had to block her from going to the other side. And, she just kept smiling. I was also keeping an eye on her. Really good. She literally tried to get me but I captured her. Really good of me. I'm really good at not getting distracted when it comes to being competitive and trying to not let somebody cross on my way. Not a metaphor, by the way. I'd be the opposite way. Also, she's genuinely just so.. wow. Wow. I'm just.. wow. You do not wanna know what my mind has been thinking about her. Anyways, like I said, just a temporary crush. Well, tomorrow will definitely change something about me and Batman. It's either we're already like actually over or I still have a chance. It's clearly the first one. This day I did not interact with her at all. She did look at me but of course, I chickened out. I genuinely did not look at her at all. Stupid. When we were in the restroom, she was there. She was next to me too. I'm pretty sure she looked at me but, I didn't. I didn't look at her. The next one was when we were walking in the hallway, she was there. She looked at me but obviously again, I didn't. Seriously. My confidence just lowered itself. This is all her fault. If she just told me what had happened, I would've still been fine right now. Bad part: she didnt. Now what? My confidence: 0%. It's stupid. I know. Whatever. I'm gonna play badminton with Yatter tomorrow since she's finally free and it's sad that Route just randomly got her period. She's not even feeling well either. Also, I'm super excited for the retreat. I can't wait. Time check: 6:38pm. Finally. My alien costume is ready. Now we wait for Halloween. The order just arrived, and three of them came at the same time. Thanks to the rider for that. I got my book day Jake in Adventure Time shirt, and alien antenna, eyes & green shirt. If you asked me what kind of alien I'd be, I would be a green alien with two antennas to be honest. I've always thought of myself as that. There's multiple alien species out there, but that one.. that one really hits home. It hits me. It's me. That's literally me. My mom told me I really do look and fit like an alien. She's right. I am an alien.